Friday, April 2, 2010

Spring Break

Spring break is a time for excitement, relaxing and for a few that enjoys the party scene. I like to think of my spring break as laughter, enjoyment, sadness and a celebration in the end. Although, I had to work nine-hour shifts at work Monday through Thursday I managed to succeed. I enjoy Sunday mornings at Forest Park and listening to the sermons and I go into deep though about life in general. The youth pastor encouraged us to go out into our community and be disciples to encourage other to come to church on Easter. What a great way to get people to know about God. I felt a sudden passion that my life is following in God’s plan short and long term. I then woke up Monday morning praying that God show me the path. After the days passed, my boss informed me that I was going to lose my job because the company needed “full time” positions which is understandable I am only obligated to “part time” availability. I typed up a resignation letter and quit instead of terminating on my record. I did not like leaving the kids but I know God is holding something else in store for my family and me. The next morning I baked cookies with pink sprinkles and decided to meet the neighbors after a year of living in Webb City. I have met some wonderful people who also go through different struggles. If my mother were still on earth, her birthday celebration would be Saturday March 27 turning fifty-five. Paisly and I spent a few hours remembering the courageous person she was while battling ALS. The weather was peaceful, calm and beautiful which was God’s way of saying she was in a better place.

I eventually went into depth thinking and tried to broaden my horizon into an educational thought of “how could I teach this.” I have learned a lot about God and the creation of Jesus and resurrection and I feel more knowledgably to my surroundings. After going to the Bow the Knee, it helped me to understand parts of the Bible and a better communication through my mother in law who is a strong Christian. After losing my mother, it has been difficult to know whom I trust and can talk to that will understand. My soon to be mother in law has helped David and me out with our relationship, daughter and finances. Karen would do anything for the three of us. I feel that through her strength and compassion she has helped me open up to another part of myself I had lost. In addition, I love God, family and friends.

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